gloomy days

October 19, 2012 , Friday

Today is Friday. A special Friday because it's my best friend's birthday today! buuuuuut other then that, I'm pretty much in a gloomy, lonely, Friday mood. I don't know whats been up these past couple of days, but I've been feeling so neglected... Listen to me, I sound like a lost puppy trying to find it's way. It's pathetic, right? I'm hungry for some loving and that's what I need! Sure, there are plenty who love me in their own special way, but i'm looking for love that I should've had since day one something is stopping me from being happy and satisfied with him. I hate talking about relationships on the internet. I'll end it here...