[words] thoughts

The last couple of days have been unbearable for me. I'm stressing over a list of things right now! I hate it. Sometimes, I almost feel like when I'm stressing out or struggling with something, it is a reoccurring thing for me to be angry at people around me. And that's not good! Especially those who try to control or change me. The worst is when they make me feel less than what I am, As if I'm not good enough. I feel like I dont need to change who I am. I am normal though; I get mad, angry, sad and happy, like a normal person should. I have feelings. But I feel angry all the time lately and I feel like It's slowly becoming a part of me. I just want to hate everything that's not making me happy. The bigger issues, the little things too, the girls i can't stand all contributes to all of this. I hurt the person that I love, over my actions and the things I said, I was mean. But I wasn't wrong.

I don't know what I need in my life right now.