I have been going through some kind of life crisis or something...
It's really annoying and bumming me out. I haven't been myself the last couple of months now, for some reason, I just feel different. I can't seem to put my finger on the root of the issue, and that's the most frustrating part of all of this because I know the answer is there! I've notice myself getting more irritable and stressed out on little things. I mean I have school and life and that's suppose to be no biggie, right? -- But that's stress I can handle, so what is it? The partial blame is maybe the lack of respect I've been getting from people. I honestly feel like a little kid always getting in trouble, or someone finding some reason to put the blame on me. I hate feeling like that little kid who complains all the time until someone hears me out, but I need to. That's why I'm venting on here.
I have wonderful people in my life who love me, but even with that, I can't stop myself from thinking that soon enough, they will leave me too.
The more I think about my life and how it was prioritize a year ago and what's left of it now... I feel like I'm becoming more of a failure. Couple months back, was a great life and was super happy. Now something is up and I'm trying my hardest to be that happy person I once was...
I know it's affecting those who are close to me. I know lately, all they see is the hurt. They have no idea where it's all coming from. And sadly, I don't know either.
I need to figure this out.
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